Saturday, July 17, 2010

祝我生日快樂~~

28歲了 離而立之年又近了一步

想想我真的很幸福  來Houston四年裡連續三年都有家人陪我過生日
第一次是升二年級的夏天爸爸來幫我搬家
前年是妹親手做的生日大餐配cheese cake
去年是弟跟Lab的人在Lab meeting辦充滿氣球的suprise party
今年生日雖然沒有家人陪 但是我有從台灣時間就開始收到的祝福、 Lab的suprise
晚上有好朋友陪我吃Sushi Raku 明天一起看Wicked 還有免費的匹茲堡四日遊 超開心的~

這四年來 每一年都有好多事情發生
想起一二年級的我 真的覺得自己很幼稚
以前還會很天真想說 過完這一關 以後的日子就可以好過一點了
所以都是用衝刺模式在過日子 常忘了給自己停下來的機會感受這世上許多的美好
但是蠟燭提早燃燒殆盡之後 未來的日子要怎麼辦?
Life is never gonna be easy  計畫永遠趕不上變化
挑戰只會越來越多 要面對的要處理的人事物也只會越來越複雜
重點是要能夠如何盡我所能冷靜的 理智的 成熟的 圓滿的處理事情

28歲了
要把握生命 更認真的快樂的過每一天

Sunday, July 11, 2010

進入整理打包模式

Adrian, my boss, 下個月起就是UPMC breast program director
原本預定年底才要搬 現在又改成九月底把Lab全搬去Pittsburgh
這次跟他meet時 他希望我10/1搬過去
well....I said: TBMM retreat is on 10/1 and it's mandatory
所以結論就是我retreat完馬上搬
這下子很多事情都要在我去Moscow之前處理完
九月從上海回來就要開始準備搬Lab搬家

來這邊四年了 能在畢業前可以去另一個地方看看是很不錯的事情
現在多的經歷 都是在累積我未來人生的能量
要更好好珍惜跟在Houston的朋友相處日子了

Monday, July 5, 2010

Linkin Park-Leave out all the rest



I dreamed I was missing

You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

好想聽現場喔....